Friday, March 28th, 2025

Greetings, blogzillas

As of today, there isn’t much of an update, or any progress on what Jay and I plan to do when we finally get together. We discussed it for a little bit, and then it seemed like he didn’t have too much interest in talking about that specifically today. He wasn’t being a dick about it, but he didn’t really care about agreeing on what we will do, just now.

Here is the checklist from yesterday, this is where we were, and remain as of tonight:

• Location: Hanging out at my place
• Activity: _TBD_
• Considering:
• Napping together (simple, low pressure)
• Sex (More of a joke between us right now)
• Time:
• Day:
• Things to avoid:
• Notes to Britlit:
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• Additional details:

That is really all I have to share about Jay and I tonight, but I did fill him in on what’s going on right now, with the other guy. He knows that for the time being, there are no plans in place for me and C.B. to be going out, and that there were a few factors behind the why. Jay was not specifically one of those reasons, and he did say “I hope I didn’t prevent you from going out with him.” 

I told Jay it was for the better, and that now I can focus on us and our situation. Tomorrow, I will tell him that I am not going to pursue anything with anyone else, until we figure us out. Mainly, with the hopes that he will think the same way, I don’t think he is actively looking anyways, because of his headspace. If he pursues anything other than friendship at this point, it will most likely be with me, because we know each other, we trust each other. We will always be there for each other, worry for each other, we’d do just about anything for each other. 

As far as C.B., we haven’t spoke at all today, we exchanged a few selfies on Snapchat, and that was just about it, again, I am giving him space. He has a lot going on, and my giving him space might allow things to fall wherever they are meant to.

Again, giving me and Jay the chance to sort things out first, allows me to minimize the level of hurt that may or may not be otherwise inflicted. It allows me to possibly avoid the awkward “ I like Britlit, even though she is with someone else” situation. If Jay and I are meant to be together, and the planning of this specific hang-out is all that stands between us— it means less time we have to spend apart!

When it comes to Jay, I can see spending forever with him, and I love it. I want me and Jay to have that chance, I know we can be amazing together. If he really gives me the chance, I’ll prove it to him. 

There is not one thing I wouldn’t do for him. 

Like I said, there really wasn’t an update tonight! So stay tuned tomorrow, maybe there will be some news, we will see.

Yours truly,

Britlit L.A.